Monday, January 17, 2011
Oh. My. God.
So umm...Hi. Anyone there? Haha what a silly question to ask, of course not! It's been FOUR WHOLE YEARS since i last typed anything in this. I was just re-reading some of my posts and it made me miss middle school. Well for anybody who cares, i've grown up. I'm 17 now, drive, and am no longer with Ryan. That ended way back freshman year. I've gone through so much stuff it's almost impossible to update. High School has been a real rollercoaster, good thing there's only one year left of it anyway. It's crazy to think that. And why on earth did i stop blogging just when i was getting a lot of nice readers?!?! I'm an idiot -__- Well if anybody out there is still interested in me updating this, let me know. I could give a nice little re-cap of my three years of high school. Yea. Well, happy blogging? I guess? Ha.
Saturday, June 7, 2008
Jealousy is a very bad thing
Okay,
If your over someone you shouldn't get jealous of them, right? I mean, now that I have Ryan I shouldn't give a shit about Mark, RIGHT?
Ahh I'm so confused.
I get so jealous when he hugs other girls.
But whyy? I don't like him anymore!
He's a an ugly, mean, jerky, man whore!
I wonder how long its gonna take for me to believe those words :/
& on top of that, when I was talking to my friend Natalie on thursday at my house I said I liked Ryan MORE which was after we were talking about Mark.
MORE??!?!?!?!
Does that mean I still like Mark but I don't wanna admit it to myself?
WHAT THE HELLLLL!!!!
Ughh I'm so confused.
So lets talk about Ryan :]
Basically I'm supposably the first girlfriend he's ever actually liked. Usually he justs asks girls out to have a gf. But Tess is one of his closest friends and he told her that he really does like me a lot. He even wrote my name on his backpack strap! Awwww :D
On his left backpack strap it says I <3 Guys which was a joke cuz his friend wrote it there. On his right one it says Tara. So yesturday he pointed to the I & <3 then he went to the Tara and then to the Guys. So he basically said "I love Tara, guys!"
AWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!
I am very happy :]
If your over someone you shouldn't get jealous of them, right? I mean, now that I have Ryan I shouldn't give a shit about Mark, RIGHT?
Ahh I'm so confused.
I get so jealous when he hugs other girls.
But whyy? I don't like him anymore!
He's a an ugly, mean, jerky, man whore!
I wonder how long its gonna take for me to believe those words :/
& on top of that, when I was talking to my friend Natalie on thursday at my house I said I liked Ryan MORE which was after we were talking about Mark.
MORE??!?!?!?!
Does that mean I still like Mark but I don't wanna admit it to myself?
WHAT THE HELLLLL!!!!
Ughh I'm so confused.
So lets talk about Ryan :]
Basically I'm supposably the first girlfriend he's ever actually liked. Usually he justs asks girls out to have a gf. But Tess is one of his closest friends and he told her that he really does like me a lot. He even wrote my name on his backpack strap! Awwww :D
On his left backpack strap it says I <3 Guys which was a joke cuz his friend wrote it there. On his right one it says Tara. So yesturday he pointed to the I & <3 then he went to the Tara and then to the Guys. So he basically said "I love Tara, guys!"
AWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!
I am very happy :]
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Here in your arms<3
Okayyyy WOW.
I haven't posted in like, forever.
So basically soooooooooo muchhh has happened!
Unfortunately I don't have the patience to write it all down,
so heres all the recent drama that happened at my school starting from 5/22/08-5/29/08:
Well theres this guy who we are gonna call "Mark" that goes on my bus.
We are really good friends and we talk and laugh about EVERYTHING.
One day my friend "Karina" from the bus texted me saying "I know who likes you!"
So of course I asked "who?"
And when she answered "MARK!!!" My heart almost jumped out of my chest and did a break dance.
I've always deep deep DEEP down thought that he would make a good boyfriend.
And after she told me that, everything changed.
EVERYTHING.
I immediately called Amy, whom by the way I am not jealous of anymore, and poored my heart out about Mark.
The next day she told me that he told her he was gonna ask me out.
I was gonna say yes of course.
However the day ended and I was still single.
I wasn't mad though, 'cause I saw him on the bus.
It was quiet awkward I must admit that.
Amy and my friend Karina kept whispering things to him,
probably an attempt to make him say something instead of texting me.
Suddenly out of no where he turned to me and said "You look pretty" and flashed his wonderfully perfect smile.
We texted all dayy and night.
I was in love.
Or so I thought.
The next day people once again told me he was gonna ask me out.
Everytime I saw him though, he turned away.
I didn't know how to react to this at first.
But later as I was walking with Amy, Tess, and their boyfriends to the skate park I realized that I was mad. REALLY mad.
They were being really nice though, ensuring me that he was a jerk and that I could do better.
When we got to the skate park I thought I'd be a third wheel.
Luckily though my friend Ryan was there so I wasn't the only single one.
Suddenly Amy and Tess started talking about what a cute couple we'd make.
Ryan was insanely cute and I did like him last year.
But I still had my mind on Mark when we left.
That night I was texting one of best friends "Jena".
She used to like Mark but was supposable over him.
But that night she started going on and on and on about what a bitch I was for "stealing" him away from her. I cried of course because I didn't wanna lose a best friend over a boy.
The next day I waited and waited and WAITED for him to ask me out.
When it didn't happen I lost all hope.
While we were on the bus we didn't speak to each other at all.
Amy asked one question, "Did you guys have a good day today?"
We both looked directly into each others eyes for a minute and answered "No."
I didn't understand why at the time, but apparently Jena said that he changed his mind and wasn't gonna ask me anymore. I hated how happy she sounded when she told me that.
Finally it was Friday.
Karina came up to me with a sad look on her face, which complimented mine.
She said "I know why he changed his mind."
I asked "Why?"
She answered "He asked out Val yesturday. There going out..."
I felt tears in the back of my eyes but I refused to cry at school.
I hated him.
How could he tell me he was gonna ask me out and then ASK SOMEONE ELSE?
Who DOES that?
People started telling me though that Ryan liked me.
That made me smile all over again, because during that time his perfect smile made me happy.
I haven't posted in like, forever.
So basically soooooooooo muchhh has happened!
Unfortunately I don't have the patience to write it all down,
so heres all the recent drama that happened at my school starting from 5/22/08-5/29/08:
Well theres this guy who we are gonna call "Mark" that goes on my bus.
We are really good friends and we talk and laugh about EVERYTHING.
One day my friend "Karina" from the bus texted me saying "I know who likes you!"
So of course I asked "who?"
And when she answered "MARK!!!" My heart almost jumped out of my chest and did a break dance.
I've always deep deep DEEP down thought that he would make a good boyfriend.
And after she told me that, everything changed.
EVERYTHING.
I immediately called Amy, whom by the way I am not jealous of anymore, and poored my heart out about Mark.
The next day she told me that he told her he was gonna ask me out.
I was gonna say yes of course.
However the day ended and I was still single.
I wasn't mad though, 'cause I saw him on the bus.
It was quiet awkward I must admit that.
Amy and my friend Karina kept whispering things to him,
probably an attempt to make him say something instead of texting me.
Suddenly out of no where he turned to me and said "You look pretty" and flashed his wonderfully perfect smile.
We texted all dayy and night.
I was in love.
Or so I thought.
The next day people once again told me he was gonna ask me out.
Everytime I saw him though, he turned away.
I didn't know how to react to this at first.
But later as I was walking with Amy, Tess, and their boyfriends to the skate park I realized that I was mad. REALLY mad.
They were being really nice though, ensuring me that he was a jerk and that I could do better.
When we got to the skate park I thought I'd be a third wheel.
Luckily though my friend Ryan was there so I wasn't the only single one.
Suddenly Amy and Tess started talking about what a cute couple we'd make.
Ryan was insanely cute and I did like him last year.
But I still had my mind on Mark when we left.
That night I was texting one of best friends "Jena".
She used to like Mark but was supposable over him.
But that night she started going on and on and on about what a bitch I was for "stealing" him away from her. I cried of course because I didn't wanna lose a best friend over a boy.
The next day I waited and waited and WAITED for him to ask me out.
When it didn't happen I lost all hope.
While we were on the bus we didn't speak to each other at all.
Amy asked one question, "Did you guys have a good day today?"
We both looked directly into each others eyes for a minute and answered "No."
I didn't understand why at the time, but apparently Jena said that he changed his mind and wasn't gonna ask me anymore. I hated how happy she sounded when she told me that.
Finally it was Friday.
Karina came up to me with a sad look on her face, which complimented mine.
She said "I know why he changed his mind."
I asked "Why?"
She answered "He asked out Val yesturday. There going out..."
I felt tears in the back of my eyes but I refused to cry at school.
I hated him.
How could he tell me he was gonna ask me out and then ASK SOMEONE ELSE?
Who DOES that?
People started telling me though that Ryan liked me.
That made me smile all over again, because during that time his perfect smile made me happy.
On tuesday people started telling me "Your gonna be really happy" and I of course had no idea what they were talking about. On my way to sixth period I stopped with my group like I normally do. Ryan came up to out of nowhere and pulled me aside.
finally I heard the words "Will you go out with me?"
I smiled and said "Yeah." We have been together for 4 days so far and he is way sweeter, nicer, and cuter then Mark. We went to the skate park again with our group on Wednesday and had a lot of fun. I'm glad that everything worked out, since usually I'm unlucky. 5/27/08<333
Of course theres stuff that I left out but it would be easier to explain if I could actually TELL you guys the story instead of writing it.
I hope I can blog again tomorrow to tell you more stories about me & Ryan. :]
Saturday, January 12, 2008
Random Writing
I made a new blog for my stories that I like to write. Check it out if you have any extra time. I'll put the link up. Thank you =]
Just My Luck
Sorry I haven't posted in a while. My parents hid the labtop and got rid of internet on the computer.
Sooo anyway I'm SO FRUSTRATED right now. This is why:
1. I miss out on all the fun nights with my friends
2. Sometimes, I feel like I'm being used for my niceness (if thats a word)
3. I think I might like Marcus. Yup Carrie's Marcus.
Alright so now I'm gonna clarify those reasons. Well for the first one, its because of my parents. They never let me go ANYWHERE. Its so annoying! They treat me like I'm a little kid. I got invited to go to this Ice Town thing and I wanted to go cuz all my friends were going. Did they let me? NO! And guess what? Turns out there was tons of drama that I missed. Don't know the details on that yet but I'm gonna bug my friends until they tell me.
Ok the being used for my niceness thing is SO ANNOYING. For example, I'd be sitting at our lunch table really bored then I turn to one of my friends and start talking and they kind of ignore me. Sort of. Well they talk to me, but it doesn't seem like they're interested. I mean, last year everyone was like "Yay Tara!" But this year its more like "Oh. Hi Tara." My bestie even admitted that last year I was more funny then this year. WTF??? I guess that means I need to be as funny as last year...but last year the funnyness (if thats a word) kinda came naturally. Grrr.
Last reason is definately the most important. Well at first we were just friends. We talked alot. Then he started talking to me more about how he was nervous around Carrie and that he really liked her. I thought is was sooo cute that he felt like that! Then I realized I like him. More then a friend. You know what sucks about that? Carrie actually likes him back now! Can you believe my luck? UGH I'm so unlucky! And I know its not cool to go after a friend's boyfriend/crush. She was even talking about she hates girls who like the same guy she does and I was just sorta nodding my head pretending to agree with her. Sigh...
Well I'm done complaining now. Joy.
Sooo anyway I'm SO FRUSTRATED right now. This is why:
1. I miss out on all the fun nights with my friends
2. Sometimes, I feel like I'm being used for my niceness (if thats a word)
3. I think I might like Marcus. Yup Carrie's Marcus.
Alright so now I'm gonna clarify those reasons. Well for the first one, its because of my parents. They never let me go ANYWHERE. Its so annoying! They treat me like I'm a little kid. I got invited to go to this Ice Town thing and I wanted to go cuz all my friends were going. Did they let me? NO! And guess what? Turns out there was tons of drama that I missed. Don't know the details on that yet but I'm gonna bug my friends until they tell me.
Ok the being used for my niceness thing is SO ANNOYING. For example, I'd be sitting at our lunch table really bored then I turn to one of my friends and start talking and they kind of ignore me. Sort of. Well they talk to me, but it doesn't seem like they're interested. I mean, last year everyone was like "Yay Tara!" But this year its more like "Oh. Hi Tara." My bestie even admitted that last year I was more funny then this year. WTF??? I guess that means I need to be as funny as last year...but last year the funnyness (if thats a word) kinda came naturally. Grrr.
Last reason is definately the most important. Well at first we were just friends. We talked alot. Then he started talking to me more about how he was nervous around Carrie and that he really liked her. I thought is was sooo cute that he felt like that! Then I realized I like him. More then a friend. You know what sucks about that? Carrie actually likes him back now! Can you believe my luck? UGH I'm so unlucky! And I know its not cool to go after a friend's boyfriend/crush. She was even talking about she hates girls who like the same guy she does and I was just sorta nodding my head pretending to agree with her. Sigh...
Well I'm done complaining now. Joy.
Monday, January 7, 2008
I'm a Matchmaker
I swear, sometimes I feel like I'm the one that hooks up all my friends xD
Does anyone remember my friend Carrie?(who by the way never did go out with Angel) Well now theres a new guy. Marcus. Its so cute how he likes her so much but um...she doesn't really like him back. Well, she said that she likes to many other guys so she doesn't want to go out with him. I guess that makes sense. I mean, why would you go out with someone if you like 5 other people? Hmm...more on that when something actually happens.
Me and my friend Rei were talking about an interesting subject today. We were talking about being preggers. It all started when we starting talking about Jamie Lynn Spears and how she's pregnate. And we both agree that 16 is TOO YOUNG. Even though now a days it all happens at effin 12 years old. Its funny that she agreed with me considering how many boyfriends she's had and make-outs with random people. But yeah...hmm I wanna see Juno. It sounds like a funny movie.
OMG! I forgot to tell you guys this! I found out that Juno was written by a dancer who used to blog. The thing was, a movie director or something like that found her blog and thought she was really funny. So then he suggested she wrote a screenplay for a movie. She did, and we now know it as Juno. A movie that is getting nominated for many awards and recieved an A from the critics. So definately keep blogging everyone! You never know what could happen ;]
Does anyone remember my friend Carrie?(who by the way never did go out with Angel) Well now theres a new guy. Marcus. Its so cute how he likes her so much but um...she doesn't really like him back. Well, she said that she likes to many other guys so she doesn't want to go out with him. I guess that makes sense. I mean, why would you go out with someone if you like 5 other people? Hmm...more on that when something actually happens.
Me and my friend Rei were talking about an interesting subject today. We were talking about being preggers. It all started when we starting talking about Jamie Lynn Spears and how she's pregnate. And we both agree that 16 is TOO YOUNG. Even though now a days it all happens at effin 12 years old. Its funny that she agreed with me considering how many boyfriends she's had and make-outs with random people. But yeah...hmm I wanna see Juno. It sounds like a funny movie.
OMG! I forgot to tell you guys this! I found out that Juno was written by a dancer who used to blog. The thing was, a movie director or something like that found her blog and thought she was really funny. So then he suggested she wrote a screenplay for a movie. She did, and we now know it as Juno. A movie that is getting nominated for many awards and recieved an A from the critics. So definately keep blogging everyone! You never know what could happen ;]
Thursday, January 3, 2008
&& Roll the film
Hmmm...nothing new today. Just posting for the sake of updating. Well a couple of my friends came over + my brother's friends and we made a movie. When we finish it I promise to post it here because its hilarious! I'm the director and I play the main charrie's sister, Tyra. Not Banks. It doesn't really have a plot, just three main characters [ Nitro, Boost, and Larry] who go on crazy and wacky adventures. Don't ask about the names, my brother and his friends made those up. Boost is the idiot, Larry's an alien who's kind of serious and hates Boost, and finally Nitro is the cool, calm, super hero type guy. Like I said, the movie doesn't really have a plot but its still funny. I never realized how much I actually liked filming and directing the movie. I've always liked acting, but I never thought of directing. Every day does bring something new. After they left I played Sims 2. I know, pathetic right? That game is so addicting though! I'm tired, so I think its about time I go to sleep. Good night. =]
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
Out with the old, in with the NEW!
Its finally 2008!
I just wanted to say happy New Year to everyone! Hope everyone fufills they're resolutions. Keep blogging everyone. =]
<33
Tara
I just wanted to say happy New Year to everyone! Hope everyone fufills they're resolutions. Keep blogging everyone. =]
<33
Tara
Whoaa Drama Part 2
Mmkayy so where was I? Oh yes! So they caught us all around the DS which pretty much made it obvious that my brother wasn't the one writing all those things. We waited a minute for them to continue.
Picto Chat
NATALIE: OMG
TAMMY: losers
NATALIE: why are you writing for mushroom head?
DANNY: girl u stupid
NATALIE: wait which girl
NATALIE: the ugly one or
NATALIE: the ugly one
AHHH! I can't believe they said that! I decided it was time for me to step in as a peace maker. I grabbed the DS and started writing:
Picto Chat
ME: Hello
ME: I'm the nice one
NATALIE: fugly one
DANNY: stupid
ME: Why are you so mean? We don't even know you
TAMMY: Cuz you think your cool
NATALIE: and the girl with the brown hair next to you
NATALIE: Is stupid
ME: I AM that girl!
[nobody wrote anything]
I decided it was time to take action.
Picto chat
ME: We're going to come upstairs ok?
[nothing]
ME: Ok I'll take that as a "Yes"
DANNY LOGGED OFF
NATALIE LOGGED OFF
TAMMY LOGGED OFF
I shut the DS and handed it to my brother. We all looked at each other nervously as we started up the stairs. We stood in front of the door in which the three brats were located and knocked it. HARD. I don't really remember exactly what was said, but I'm pretty sure there were rude and heartless comments being thrown at each other. One comeback that I favored came from my brother:
ONE OF THE GIRLS: Your life is a worth a penny!
MY BROTHER: Oh! That means its worth more then yours.
B-B-BURNNN. Would like ice with that? Finally we got the door open and all cooly walked inside. They looked at us with scared expressions (probably because me and Katie were taller then them) and ran to a different room. We ran after them and they cried "Leave us alone!". HA! Yeah right. Like we'd ever leave them alone. But actually we got bored so we did leave and relaxed in the room they had been sitting. We were all talking when all of a sudden the door creaks open and the three brats walked in with they're heads slung low. We rolled our eyes and ignored them. A few minutes later we heard whispering and managed to hear them saying this: (By the way, we figured out that the brunette was Natalie and the blonde was Tammy. Of course the only boy there was Danny)
NATALIE: Okay so that one is frizzy haired freak (refferring to Katie)
TAMMY: Hahaha thats funny and so true. Hmm what about that one? (points to me)
NATALIE: Well...she slouches.
TAMMY: Slouch-a-lot?
NATALIE: Perfect!
DANNY: That one over there is mushroom head (points to my brother)
Me and Katie look at each other and start cracking up.
ME: What are you guys from? The Clique series? Your so immature.
We all start laughing, not including the annoying trio, and say "Point and laugh! Point and laugh!"
Soon, I'm not sure how it happened, we all started talking calmly to each other. It turned out that Tammy was really nice and both girls had a lot in commen with me. Who knew? They were also in 6th, 5th, and 4th grade! Thats how old our brothers are! So this story does have a happy ending, except they never really were nice to Katie because Katie refused to be nice to them. But other then that, the night turned out pretty fun. And even the people downstairs heard about the drama between us and those other people. All's well that ends well. =]
By the way I thank anyone who actually took time to ready this. I am aware that those two posts were annoyingly long xD
Picto Chat
NATALIE: OMG
TAMMY: losers
NATALIE: why are you writing for mushroom head?
DANNY: girl u stupid
NATALIE: wait which girl
NATALIE: the ugly one or
NATALIE: the ugly one
AHHH! I can't believe they said that! I decided it was time for me to step in as a peace maker. I grabbed the DS and started writing:
Picto Chat
ME: Hello
ME: I'm the nice one
NATALIE: fugly one
DANNY: stupid
ME: Why are you so mean? We don't even know you
TAMMY: Cuz you think your cool
NATALIE: and the girl with the brown hair next to you
NATALIE: Is stupid
ME: I AM that girl!
[nobody wrote anything]
I decided it was time to take action.
Picto chat
ME: We're going to come upstairs ok?
[nothing]
ME: Ok I'll take that as a "Yes"
DANNY LOGGED OFF
NATALIE LOGGED OFF
TAMMY LOGGED OFF
I shut the DS and handed it to my brother. We all looked at each other nervously as we started up the stairs. We stood in front of the door in which the three brats were located and knocked it. HARD. I don't really remember exactly what was said, but I'm pretty sure there were rude and heartless comments being thrown at each other. One comeback that I favored came from my brother:
ONE OF THE GIRLS: Your life is a worth a penny!
MY BROTHER: Oh! That means its worth more then yours.
B-B-BURNNN. Would like ice with that? Finally we got the door open and all cooly walked inside. They looked at us with scared expressions (probably because me and Katie were taller then them) and ran to a different room. We ran after them and they cried "Leave us alone!". HA! Yeah right. Like we'd ever leave them alone. But actually we got bored so we did leave and relaxed in the room they had been sitting. We were all talking when all of a sudden the door creaks open and the three brats walked in with they're heads slung low. We rolled our eyes and ignored them. A few minutes later we heard whispering and managed to hear them saying this: (By the way, we figured out that the brunette was Natalie and the blonde was Tammy. Of course the only boy there was Danny)
NATALIE: Okay so that one is frizzy haired freak (refferring to Katie)
TAMMY: Hahaha thats funny and so true. Hmm what about that one? (points to me)
NATALIE: Well...she slouches.
TAMMY: Slouch-a-lot?
NATALIE: Perfect!
DANNY: That one over there is mushroom head (points to my brother)
Me and Katie look at each other and start cracking up.
ME: What are you guys from? The Clique series? Your so immature.
We all start laughing, not including the annoying trio, and say "Point and laugh! Point and laugh!"
Soon, I'm not sure how it happened, we all started talking calmly to each other. It turned out that Tammy was really nice and both girls had a lot in commen with me. Who knew? They were also in 6th, 5th, and 4th grade! Thats how old our brothers are! So this story does have a happy ending, except they never really were nice to Katie because Katie refused to be nice to them. But other then that, the night turned out pretty fun. And even the people downstairs heard about the drama between us and those other people. All's well that ends well. =]
By the way I thank anyone who actually took time to ready this. I am aware that those two posts were annoyingly long xD
Saturday, December 29, 2007
Whoaa Drama
UPDATED!
WHOA.Do I have a story to tell you! This might seem a bit stupid, but trust me, at the time it was intense!
Mmkayy so we [as in the people I was staying with in San Fran + my family] were going to these people's house who I believe are related to my mom. Anyways, me and Katie [San Fran] saw this one girl with blonde hair who looked about 12 sitting alone next to some of the other guests. So this was me and Katie's convo:
ME: Who's that girl? She looks sad. Lets talk to her!
KATIE: No!
ME: Why?
KATIE: I know who. She's kind of a bitch...or goofy. I forget which one.
ME: Well...maybe she changed. I've never met her before.
KATIE: No trust me she's not nice.
ME: Okay...
So then later me and Katie are bored of listening to the other older ladies talk so we go to the dining room and sit next to our little brothers. Of course, my brother was on the DS doing his picto chat thing. For those of you who don't know, picto chat is where you can chat with other people but my brother just uses it to draw. So he was just minding his own buisness drawing when all of a sudden, two names pop up on his picto chat. They say Natalie and Tammy. Heres what was wrote:
PICTO CHAT
NATALIE: Fugly
TAMMY: Poopy
TAMMY: Don't ignore us.
NATALIE: Stupid fugly boy.
I read the posts and gasp.
ME: Why are these people writing this? Do you know anybody named Natalie or Tammy?
BROTHER: No...and even if I did they'd be to far to picto chat with me...
We look around to see anybody that has a DS. Nobody. Katie's little brother doesn't have DS either and even if he did, we'd see him considering the fact that he was sitting right next to us, watching the two mysterious names writing to us. Of course, I didn't want those girls (whoever they were) to talk to my brother like that. So I took the DS and started writing (oh and the name still said my brother's name so they thought he was the one writing the following):
PICTO CHAT
ME: Who the fudge is this??
TAMMY: F YOU
ME: WTF? Do I know you?
NATALIE: Fugly mushroom head.
suddenly, a new name appears. It says Danny.
PICTO CHAT
DANNY: You guys are stupid.
ME: Who?
DANNY: All of you.
Thats when I realized that this person new there were three other people around me. It had to be someone at the party.
PICTO CHAT
ME: F*ck you biznatch!
TAMMY: Stupid fugly mushroom head
NATALIE: Lick lemons fugly
DANNY: (posts a monster's face) This is you
Suddenly, the calls from the parents errupt the intense silence that was huddled around the small silver DS. Me, Katie, my brother, and her brother all stand up and watch as each of the names on the screen dissapeared.
NATALIE LOGGED OUT.
TAMMY LOGGED OUT.
DANNY LOGGED OUT.
BINGO!
It was definately someone here. So we all start eating and wait for something to happen. Suddenly three people walk down the stairs and grab a plate. I stared at them with a nasty glare. There were two girls, one of them was the sad looking one from before, and another one with highlighted brown hair. The other one was a boy with honey blonde hair and a sweater. They all looked about 12. The girl with brown hair looks at us and giggles. I manage to hear the small whisper comming from the blonde girl saying "They're right there." I looked directly at the blonde girl's eyes and throw her my nastiest glare I could possibly have. She flips her hair and retriets to the dining room to begin eating. The other two follow her.
ME: Oh my god thats them!
KATIE: I know! I can't believe it!
KATIE'S BRO: I can't believe they were sending that stuff and they don't even know us!
KATIE: I know! What did we do to them?
ME: I don't know but this is going to be fun.
I said with a grin before we all dug into our food. After we were all done, we sat patiently talking amungst ourselves until the three brats finished there dinner. After they finished, we glanced at them while they cautiously walked up the stairs and into a room. A few minutes after we heard a door slam, we quickly scanned the DS. Just as we expected, three names logged on.
TAMMY: Ew fugly
NATALIE: Poopy blah blah
DANNY: stupid
Before I could write anything, my brother took the DS and started writing "Your mom" and "Hairy" after everything they said. Of course, they got annoyed and started staying stuff like "No your mom." "Your a hairy mushroom." and other stupid stuff. Then Katie took the DS and what she wrote was hilarious. Of course, they never suspected they we were switching the people who were writing to them due to the fact that they couldn't see us. Remember, it doesn't really say Katie's name, it says my brothers name but I'm putting Katie so its not confusing.
KATIE: Heyyy
NATALIE: Hi hairy
TAMMY: Hahahahaha
KATIE: You guys are sexyyy
KATIE: sexy beasts
KATIE: I want you
TAMMY: ew
DANNY: Gay
KATIE: Cuties. You know you want me.
KATIE: I put the sex in sexyy babe
KATIE: Im a freakin sexy beast
NATALIE: no your just a beast
DANNY: ya hairy
KATIE: I love you
KATIE: marry me sexy
KATIE: Blow jobbb
Of course our brothers didn't know what that was but we still started cracking up. We couldn't help it! Suddenly a new message popped up.
TAMMY: Stop
DANNY: Look up (picture of an arrow pointing up)
We all look at the cieling and find nothing. Then our eyes trace to the stairways. All we saw were three figures dashing towards the upstairs door and slamming it.
Oops, busted.
I'll continue on the next post cuz this post is getting to long. Stay tuneddd.
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Merry Christmas
Well first I'd like to say Merry Christmas everyone =]
Then I'd like to be extremely sorry for having a boring blog.
Truely, I'm sorry.
San Fran has been great so far, except for the people we're staying with are kind of...annoying. They think funny stuff is the stupidest shit they've ever heard. Yet they think saying "OMG" is funny. WTF? How is OMG funny? I just don't understand that...but my parents said I have to learn how to deal with it.
HA now thats funny.
Of course everytime they said "Umm...only losers say that/ do that blah blah blah..." I told them "No offence, but I don't give a shit." excuse my language.
Oh and another thing thats kind of embarressing to admit, I had a dream that I met a really cute guy while I was walking on the Golden Gate bridge. Unfortunately, I woke up and realized it was a dream. Maybe that will really happen in Lake Tahoe.
Hmm...well I have "Who Knew" by Pink stuck in my head...thats pretty much it.
Once again, Merry Christmas everyone =]
Then I'd like to be extremely sorry for having a boring blog.
Truely, I'm sorry.
San Fran has been great so far, except for the people we're staying with are kind of...annoying. They think funny stuff is the stupidest shit they've ever heard. Yet they think saying "OMG" is funny. WTF? How is OMG funny? I just don't understand that...but my parents said I have to learn how to deal with it.
HA now thats funny.
Of course everytime they said "Umm...only losers say that/ do that blah blah blah..." I told them "No offence, but I don't give a shit." excuse my language.
Oh and another thing thats kind of embarressing to admit, I had a dream that I met a really cute guy while I was walking on the Golden Gate bridge. Unfortunately, I woke up and realized it was a dream. Maybe that will really happen in Lake Tahoe.
Hmm...well I have "Who Knew" by Pink stuck in my head...thats pretty much it.
Once again, Merry Christmas everyone =]
Friday, December 21, 2007
TGIF [Secret Santa's Part 2]
AHHH Today was so effin funnn!
My secret santaaa was my friend Heather and she got me a giftcard to Tilly's and a whole bunch of candy. So as you can guess, there was some major hyperness going on today. I also got early birthday presents because my birthday's tommorrow. I got a cute little poodle from "Tess" and named it Strawberry Muffins! I also got a shirt from hollister from my bestest friend "Liana" and necklaces from my friend Jordan.
But it was freezing today. I hate wind. Wind should go jump off a cliff and dieee then land in traffic and get run over then die again.
Wow. I'm harsh.
Well anyway after school I went to the movies with Amy and watched Enchanted. Ugh stupid love movie. It was cute, but it was really fake and "true-love"ish. That makes me depressed for some reason. These two guys walked up to us and started fanning their hands and said "We'll see you around ladies" in a flirting way. Sweet? NO. They were not only ugly, but also probably 6 years older then us. EW. And after that we went outside and this other big group of guys looked at us and said "Freshman! FRESHMAN!" and me and Amy looked at each wierd then started laughing. After they went a little farther I said "Um...we're eighth graders but okayy..." Is that a compliment to think we look older...? Or perhaps it just means something else...I don't but either way it was funny.
I'm going to San Francisco for a whole week so no blogging for me (exept if I find a computer) =[
On the bright side, Christmas is in a few days, my birthdays tomorrow, and I love my friends to death. Life is good. Exept that I still didn't get new shoes. Damn.
My secret santaaa was my friend Heather and she got me a giftcard to Tilly's and a whole bunch of candy. So as you can guess, there was some major hyperness going on today. I also got early birthday presents because my birthday's tommorrow. I got a cute little poodle from "Tess" and named it Strawberry Muffins! I also got a shirt from hollister from my bestest friend "Liana" and necklaces from my friend Jordan.
But it was freezing today. I hate wind. Wind should go jump off a cliff and dieee then land in traffic and get run over then die again.
Wow. I'm harsh.
Well anyway after school I went to the movies with Amy and watched Enchanted. Ugh stupid love movie. It was cute, but it was really fake and "true-love"ish. That makes me depressed for some reason. These two guys walked up to us and started fanning their hands and said "We'll see you around ladies" in a flirting way. Sweet? NO. They were not only ugly, but also probably 6 years older then us. EW. And after that we went outside and this other big group of guys looked at us and said "Freshman! FRESHMAN!" and me and Amy looked at each wierd then started laughing. After they went a little farther I said "Um...we're eighth graders but okayy..." Is that a compliment to think we look older...? Or perhaps it just means something else...I don't but either way it was funny.
I'm going to San Francisco for a whole week so no blogging for me (exept if I find a computer) =[
On the bright side, Christmas is in a few days, my birthdays tomorrow, and I love my friends to death. Life is good. Exept that I still didn't get new shoes. Damn.
Saturday, December 15, 2007
Secret Santa
Yesturday at school all my friends decided that we're going to have secret santas this year! So now I have to get my friend Natalie [different Natalie LOL] something. She likes hollister a lot. I'll probably get her a giftcard. Only one guy is doing the secret santa with us cause the other guys complained that they "don't know what to get us and don't wanna go to Victoria Secret" psh what tards. Oh well easier on us because I wouldn't have known what to get them anyway. So of course out of ALL the girls who are doing the secret santa, Amy was the one who got that one boy. I mean he's not cute but he's DEFINATELY not ugly. I don't know if thats luck but I think it means something.
Nothing else much. I was supposed to go shopping at Fashion Island today [its not really an island though] but that got canceled. I might go to Universal Studios tommorrow. Rawr.
Nothing else much. I was supposed to go shopping at Fashion Island today [its not really an island though] but that got canceled. I might go to Universal Studios tommorrow. Rawr.
Thursday, December 13, 2007
More Muffins
Mmkay I just had to put that as the title 'cause of my new muffin obsession. So anyways today was SO EFFIN FRUSTRATING. Ok well Amy was bragging about her 100% in Language Arts while I had to admit to my C. Can you believe it? I've only been back at CMS for 3 weeks and I already have a C! And she kept bragging about how many famous people she's met and actually had the nerve to say "Hey, I guess I'm pretty lucky." OMEFFINGOSH! SHE HAS GOT TO BE KIDDING ME! Grrr it gets me so pissed. kjxdkjdfdsfkj. Sorry I like keyboard smashing. Oh and just an answer to Natalie's comment, I'm almost positive that if she tried to help me, He'd end up falling for her. I mean, anybody who's ever seen her has to admit she is anything BUT ugly. She's actually pretty gorgeous. And with her luck, even if she was UGLY he'd probably fall for her. I'm not trying to be mean because I always appreciate your advice =]
I need to stop being so hyper at school. I'm starting to get on my own nerves =/
I need to stop being so hyper at school. I'm starting to get on my own nerves =/
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Wednesdays Are Love
You might be thinking "Ew wednesdays are the worst." but at my school, its a half day so its the best. I was super hyper today and I was a bananna! That basically means I was wearing all yellow (not my jeans though of course. That would be a color overkill.) Including a cute yellow bow! I also walked pass Edward today on the way to second period and he looked at me! Yes thats it. Just looked at me. Damnit. By the way I love muffins, doughnuts, and pudding. Inside joke =]
In my recent blog surfing I visited my favorite one [Natalie's] and read a section that brought up an important point that is actually universal. People start doing dirty stuff so early these days. It makes me feel quiet sick actually. My friend "Jennifer" actually told my best friend "Jewls" that she wanted to umm...do it...before she was 15 or 16. Can you believe it?! Am I the only one that thinks thats to young? Especially the fact that she was extremely close to doing it last time she saw this one guy that she really likes. I honestly just can't imagine what goes on in people's minds these days.
So anways on a happier note, my birthday is in 2 weeks! I'm finally turning 14. Only two more years before I start driving a car. I'm actually pretty interested with getting a job at one of my favorite clothe stores to earn some extra money. I don't get an allowence, so I basically only get money on holidays and birthdays. I know that sucks. It seems so fun to get to meet new people and work with them though. Especially in a clothes store where I can get a tiny discount. Yay for discounts!
In my recent blog surfing I visited my favorite one [Natalie's] and read a section that brought up an important point that is actually universal. People start doing dirty stuff so early these days. It makes me feel quiet sick actually. My friend "Jennifer" actually told my best friend "Jewls" that she wanted to umm...do it...before she was 15 or 16. Can you believe it?! Am I the only one that thinks thats to young? Especially the fact that she was extremely close to doing it last time she saw this one guy that she really likes. I honestly just can't imagine what goes on in people's minds these days.
So anways on a happier note, my birthday is in 2 weeks! I'm finally turning 14. Only two more years before I start driving a car. I'm actually pretty interested with getting a job at one of my favorite clothe stores to earn some extra money. I don't get an allowence, so I basically only get money on holidays and birthdays. I know that sucks. It seems so fun to get to meet new people and work with them though. Especially in a clothes store where I can get a tiny discount. Yay for discounts!
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Insert Good Title Here
Ok so heres my current "Ambition List"
[I love that word. It sounds so smart]
1. I can't think of any good song titles anymore. It sucks.
2. I love being back at CMS. Life couldn't be better there (or could it...?)*cough*Edward*cough*
3. I still need new shoes. Had to add that one.
Ok so aside from that theres something that I hate to admit. I become jealous very easily. Especially from my best friend whom we are going to call Amy. Sometimes I swear I feel like she's the luckiest person I have ever met. She always gets everything--classes with hot guys, people are never rude to her, good grades, AND as if that wasn't enough, she's also in the modeling/acting agency I want to be in. Yup. John Robert Powers. Don't get me wrong, I love her to death and I appreciate everything I have but sometimes a feel a bit...unlucky. I'm not talking major bad luck, just not as lucky as Amy. And sometimes that actually does make my luck seem bad. I know this all seems like something from those cheesy "popular girls/clique" type movies but its trust me its true. If she entered one of those meet a celebrity contests, she's probably win. Grr.
So anyways theres nothing else thats really new. No progress with Edward. But he's still as cute as ever. Other then that nothing. I'm still hoping for that Reality Show to happen in my life.
How pathetic.
[I love that word. It sounds so smart]
1. I can't think of any good song titles anymore. It sucks.
2. I love being back at CMS. Life couldn't be better there (or could it...?)*cough*Edward*cough*
3. I still need new shoes. Had to add that one.
Ok so aside from that theres something that I hate to admit. I become jealous very easily. Especially from my best friend whom we are going to call Amy. Sometimes I swear I feel like she's the luckiest person I have ever met. She always gets everything--classes with hot guys, people are never rude to her, good grades, AND as if that wasn't enough, she's also in the modeling/acting agency I want to be in. Yup. John Robert Powers. Don't get me wrong, I love her to death and I appreciate everything I have but sometimes a feel a bit...unlucky. I'm not talking major bad luck, just not as lucky as Amy. And sometimes that actually does make my luck seem bad. I know this all seems like something from those cheesy "popular girls/clique" type movies but its trust me its true. If she entered one of those meet a celebrity contests, she's probably win. Grr.
So anyways theres nothing else thats really new. No progress with Edward. But he's still as cute as ever. Other then that nothing. I'm still hoping for that Reality Show to happen in my life.
How pathetic.
Friday, December 7, 2007
Misery Buisness
I'm actually in the opposite of a Misery Buisness [I love that song by the way] I'm in the love buisness. So basically this is what I'm talking about: My friend [We'll call her Carrie] and this guy Angel have been admiring each other from affar. Or so it seems. They've went out before but it ended in a way that i'm still not sure of. He has become a good friend of mine but for some reason he's scared to ask her out.
IT BUGS THE SHIT OUT OF ME.
I know that she wants to go out with him no matter how much she says "I don't know..." and he wants to go out with her too. So techniqually they need to get over whatever is going on in their minds and he needs to ASK HER already.
Even though this isn't really any of my buisness I AM the one going back and forth between them so it gives me the right to talk about this.
Oh ya and news about Edward.
So he's still as cute as ever AND he keeps looking at me.
Thats a good thing. =]
All I need is one chance, one excuse to sit next to him.
A good conversation will determine everything.
I'm not really into that whole "OMG he's so cute and I'm in love with him!! Even though I've NEVERR talked to him! TOTALLY!" kind of thing.
Good thing talking is one of my best subjects. =]
IT BUGS THE SHIT OUT OF ME.
I know that she wants to go out with him no matter how much she says "I don't know..." and he wants to go out with her too. So techniqually they need to get over whatever is going on in their minds and he needs to ASK HER already.
Even though this isn't really any of my buisness I AM the one going back and forth between them so it gives me the right to talk about this.
Oh ya and news about Edward.
So he's still as cute as ever AND he keeps looking at me.
Thats a good thing. =]
All I need is one chance, one excuse to sit next to him.
A good conversation will determine everything.
I'm not really into that whole "OMG he's so cute and I'm in love with him!! Even though I've NEVERR talked to him! TOTALLY!" kind of thing.
Good thing talking is one of my best subjects. =]
Saturday, December 1, 2007
Let it rain
Yesturday was the best.
So basically, I love rain.
A lot.
Even though it did nothing of great favor to my straightened hair, the day was nothing but picture perfect moments. My friends and I laughed, splashed, and hugged to keep warm. The tower of smiles seemed like the perfect ending to my first week back at CMS. Just when I thought nothing could get any better, one of my best friends whom here we are going to call...Tess. I might reveal her real name later but for now she's Tess. Anyway where was I? Oh yes! So then she asked me how my love life was. And I told her the truth of course. It sucked. So then she asked me if there was anyone who caught my eye at CMS this year. At first, my head quickly pictured the boy whom I had questioned my feelings about. But then I remembered someone else. We are going to call him Edward [crappy name I know] based on my favorite character from the book Twilight. Edward is in my PE period and my 6th period. I find myself looking at him a lot and I just realized yesturday how much I actually look at him.
Long story short, I can't take my eyes off him.
I told Tess of course but it amazed me how confused I was without even knowing it.
My next step is to get lucky and move to a seat next to him. I'm pretty good at talking to boys. Thats usually not hard unless they're shy. I absolutely adore funny boys that have a secret sensitive side. Lets hope Edward is like that. I can't wait until Monday.
So basically, I love rain.
A lot.
Even though it did nothing of great favor to my straightened hair, the day was nothing but picture perfect moments. My friends and I laughed, splashed, and hugged to keep warm. The tower of smiles seemed like the perfect ending to my first week back at CMS. Just when I thought nothing could get any better, one of my best friends whom here we are going to call...Tess. I might reveal her real name later but for now she's Tess. Anyway where was I? Oh yes! So then she asked me how my love life was. And I told her the truth of course. It sucked. So then she asked me if there was anyone who caught my eye at CMS this year. At first, my head quickly pictured the boy whom I had questioned my feelings about. But then I remembered someone else. We are going to call him Edward [crappy name I know] based on my favorite character from the book Twilight. Edward is in my PE period and my 6th period. I find myself looking at him a lot and I just realized yesturday how much I actually look at him.
Long story short, I can't take my eyes off him.
I told Tess of course but it amazed me how confused I was without even knowing it.
My next step is to get lucky and move to a seat next to him. I'm pretty good at talking to boys. Thats usually not hard unless they're shy. I absolutely adore funny boys that have a secret sensitive side. Lets hope Edward is like that. I can't wait until Monday.
Thursday, November 29, 2007
Hate How I Love You [I think]
I don't like long posts so this one is tied back to the other post. Yes I am aware I typed them in the same day.
So theres this guy that I used to like last year and then I stopped liking him 'cause he seemed to like a jerk. When I saw him we just exchanged quick glances. Thats all it took. I don't know why but theres something about him...as much as he seems to be hated because of his jerk-ish personality I just can't help but secretly wonder if I still have feelings for him. Because my heart still stops when I see him smile.
How weird. =/
So theres this guy that I used to like last year and then I stopped liking him 'cause he seemed to like a jerk. When I saw him we just exchanged quick glances. Thats all it took. I don't know why but theres something about him...as much as he seems to be hated because of his jerk-ish personality I just can't help but secretly wonder if I still have feelings for him. Because my heart still stops when I see him smile.
How weird. =/
Good Life
Before I begin I would just quickly like to add that I love that song. =]
Okay now time for the blogging. So life in CMS is amazing, as I expected it to be.
I have many of my friends in my classes and I still recieve heartfelt hugs from people who have missed me. Unfortunately unlike Kanye West's song life isn't always good. Apparently one of my best friends isn't getting along to well with my other friends. I personally think she is a wonderful person and I can't really find a reason for her to not be liked =/ Since I am a friendly person I always try my hardest to get along with everyone. So hopefully this situation will be resolved without any fights breaking out. Speaking of getting along I've been getting dirty looks (or at least they seem like that) from random girls that I didn't even know last year.
Strange.
Another thing. Although off topic, I must admit today was super fun. I kept meeting new people. In addition to that we had an earthquake drill today! Me and my friends kept messing around the entire time. It was hilarious. Good times, good times...
I've been talking to this guy a lot lately. I don't know if I like him. I mean, he's sweet and easy to talk to but I don't know...as complex as TV shows and such try to make girls seem, its actually boys who are tough to figure out. Girls aren't mean to guys they like. They don't get flirty then completely ignore them. Although none of this has happened to me, it is something boys tend to do. When I like someone its pretty obvious. I smile and look at them a lot, and I laugh all the time. Pretty simple. Oh I was offered another modeling/acting job at some other agency. I'm not sure if I'll take it. I'm still trying to figure out my buisness with the other agency. And I need new shoes. Damn.
Okay now time for the blogging. So life in CMS is amazing, as I expected it to be.
I have many of my friends in my classes and I still recieve heartfelt hugs from people who have missed me. Unfortunately unlike Kanye West's song life isn't always good. Apparently one of my best friends isn't getting along to well with my other friends. I personally think she is a wonderful person and I can't really find a reason for her to not be liked =/ Since I am a friendly person I always try my hardest to get along with everyone. So hopefully this situation will be resolved without any fights breaking out. Speaking of getting along I've been getting dirty looks (or at least they seem like that) from random girls that I didn't even know last year.
Strange.
Another thing. Although off topic, I must admit today was super fun. I kept meeting new people. In addition to that we had an earthquake drill today! Me and my friends kept messing around the entire time. It was hilarious. Good times, good times...
I've been talking to this guy a lot lately. I don't know if I like him. I mean, he's sweet and easy to talk to but I don't know...as complex as TV shows and such try to make girls seem, its actually boys who are tough to figure out. Girls aren't mean to guys they like. They don't get flirty then completely ignore them. Although none of this has happened to me, it is something boys tend to do. When I like someone its pretty obvious. I smile and look at them a lot, and I laugh all the time. Pretty simple. Oh I was offered another modeling/acting job at some other agency. I'm not sure if I'll take it. I'm still trying to figure out my buisness with the other agency. And I need new shoes. Damn.
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