I don't like long posts so this one is tied back to the other post. Yes I am aware I typed them in the same day.
So theres this guy that I used to like last year and then I stopped liking him 'cause he seemed to like a jerk. When I saw him we just exchanged quick glances. Thats all it took. I don't know why but theres something about him...as much as he seems to be hated because of his jerk-ish personality I just can't help but secretly wonder if I still have feelings for him. Because my heart still stops when I see him smile.
How weird. =/
Thursday, November 29, 2007
Good Life
Before I begin I would just quickly like to add that I love that song. =]
Okay now time for the blogging. So life in CMS is amazing, as I expected it to be.
I have many of my friends in my classes and I still recieve heartfelt hugs from people who have missed me. Unfortunately unlike Kanye West's song life isn't always good. Apparently one of my best friends isn't getting along to well with my other friends. I personally think she is a wonderful person and I can't really find a reason for her to not be liked =/ Since I am a friendly person I always try my hardest to get along with everyone. So hopefully this situation will be resolved without any fights breaking out. Speaking of getting along I've been getting dirty looks (or at least they seem like that) from random girls that I didn't even know last year.
Strange.
Another thing. Although off topic, I must admit today was super fun. I kept meeting new people. In addition to that we had an earthquake drill today! Me and my friends kept messing around the entire time. It was hilarious. Good times, good times...
I've been talking to this guy a lot lately. I don't know if I like him. I mean, he's sweet and easy to talk to but I don't know...as complex as TV shows and such try to make girls seem, its actually boys who are tough to figure out. Girls aren't mean to guys they like. They don't get flirty then completely ignore them. Although none of this has happened to me, it is something boys tend to do. When I like someone its pretty obvious. I smile and look at them a lot, and I laugh all the time. Pretty simple. Oh I was offered another modeling/acting job at some other agency. I'm not sure if I'll take it. I'm still trying to figure out my buisness with the other agency. And I need new shoes. Damn.
Okay now time for the blogging. So life in CMS is amazing, as I expected it to be.
I have many of my friends in my classes and I still recieve heartfelt hugs from people who have missed me. Unfortunately unlike Kanye West's song life isn't always good. Apparently one of my best friends isn't getting along to well with my other friends. I personally think she is a wonderful person and I can't really find a reason for her to not be liked =/ Since I am a friendly person I always try my hardest to get along with everyone. So hopefully this situation will be resolved without any fights breaking out. Speaking of getting along I've been getting dirty looks (or at least they seem like that) from random girls that I didn't even know last year.
Strange.
Another thing. Although off topic, I must admit today was super fun. I kept meeting new people. In addition to that we had an earthquake drill today! Me and my friends kept messing around the entire time. It was hilarious. Good times, good times...
I've been talking to this guy a lot lately. I don't know if I like him. I mean, he's sweet and easy to talk to but I don't know...as complex as TV shows and such try to make girls seem, its actually boys who are tough to figure out. Girls aren't mean to guys they like. They don't get flirty then completely ignore them. Although none of this has happened to me, it is something boys tend to do. When I like someone its pretty obvious. I smile and look at them a lot, and I laugh all the time. Pretty simple. Oh I was offered another modeling/acting job at some other agency. I'm not sure if I'll take it. I'm still trying to figure out my buisness with the other agency. And I need new shoes. Damn.
Monday, November 26, 2007
Guess who's back, back again
OMYFLIPPINGAWD.
Wow. Today was, well, intense. I just found out in the middle of the day that today was my last day at DC [my new middle school] and that tommorrow I am going back to CMS [my old middle school]. Well my feelings on this are actually a bit foggy. I'm excited because I get to go back and spend graduation with all my friends that I've known since 5th grade. On the down side I'm leaving all the new friends I've made [they even made me a card as soon as I told them! It was so sweet!] and I am almost positive that I will never see them again =[. The teacher allowed me to have a moment with the class [which I must admit was actually rather touching] and many meaningful hugs and phone numbers were exchanged. But I must keep my chin up and put use to the saying "One is silver and the other is gold" although I have overlooked this saying many times. I'm now looking forward to the heartfelt moments that lie ahead in my last year of middle school with my "gold" friends. Graduation is going to be a moment to remember. =]
Today will definately be a sleepless night.
Wow. Today was, well, intense. I just found out in the middle of the day that today was my last day at DC [my new middle school] and that tommorrow I am going back to CMS [my old middle school]. Well my feelings on this are actually a bit foggy. I'm excited because I get to go back and spend graduation with all my friends that I've known since 5th grade. On the down side I'm leaving all the new friends I've made [they even made me a card as soon as I told them! It was so sweet!] and I am almost positive that I will never see them again =[. The teacher allowed me to have a moment with the class [which I must admit was actually rather touching] and many meaningful hugs and phone numbers were exchanged. But I must keep my chin up and put use to the saying "One is silver and the other is gold" although I have overlooked this saying many times. I'm now looking forward to the heartfelt moments that lie ahead in my last year of middle school with my "gold" friends. Graduation is going to be a moment to remember. =]
Today will definately be a sleepless night.
Friday, November 23, 2007
Turkey Dayyy =]]
HAPPY TURKEY DAY!
Yes! Thanksgiving has finally arrived [yes I'm aware that this is a late post] Its amazing how fast time goes. I feel like I barely turned 13 yesturday but yet my birthday is exactly ONE MONTH from Thanksgiving. I feel like time is going to fast though. Being young leaves many chances for oppurtunities [excuse my spelling] that may not be given when I'm older. Wow. I sound like an old lady now xD. Anyway but that I mean that I want to become an actress while I'm still young, not when I'm 25 and have a family. There is an agency called John Robert Powers [anybody familiar with it?] and it does help with modeling, acting, and singing. My friend loves it and I'm hopefully going to audition next week. I heard its really easy to get into but it does cost a lot of money. I'm hoping my parents will be able to support my aspiration and look over the money situation. I'm not poor, but that doesn't mean I'm spoiled. In addition to THAT they also have auditions to iPop which is good considering many famous actors & actresses were famous through that. Wish me luck =]
xoxo
Tara
Yes! Thanksgiving has finally arrived [yes I'm aware that this is a late post] Its amazing how fast time goes. I feel like I barely turned 13 yesturday but yet my birthday is exactly ONE MONTH from Thanksgiving. I feel like time is going to fast though. Being young leaves many chances for oppurtunities [excuse my spelling] that may not be given when I'm older. Wow. I sound like an old lady now xD. Anyway but that I mean that I want to become an actress while I'm still young, not when I'm 25 and have a family. There is an agency called John Robert Powers [anybody familiar with it?] and it does help with modeling, acting, and singing. My friend loves it and I'm hopefully going to audition next week. I heard its really easy to get into but it does cost a lot of money. I'm hoping my parents will be able to support my aspiration and look over the money situation. I'm not poor, but that doesn't mean I'm spoiled. In addition to THAT they also have auditions to iPop which is good considering many famous actors & actresses were famous through that. Wish me luck =]
xoxo
Tara
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
If We Were a Movie
Today was fun. I went over to my friends house again and we had a very meaningful conversation about romance dramas. That conversation actually gave me something to think about something all day. Honestly, its better to have some kind of romance drama then having NONE WHATSOEVER. Its nice to have something to look forward to when you wake up. Something you can smile randomly about. Someone that makes your heart jump every time you manage to sneak a glance at. Next time someone complains about their love life, I'm probably going to have to nail them in the head. I'm still waiting for my reality show worthy life to come. I know its going to happen some day soon. I can feel it.
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Wake me up when November ends
Hmm...thanksgiving break. Excited for the lack of homework that needs to be finished. I've been keeping in touch with my social life, which is a good thing. I saw my friends all three days of the beginning of TGB. The week is crawling by oh so slowly which is GOOD. The weather has been beautiful lately. I went to the park yesturday and there were many "picture perfect" moments. Unfortunately I didn't have my camera. What a waste of perfectly good and new photographs of autumn's joy. I've also been working on my directing skills with movies and I've been getting better, I must admit that. One last thing I must consider working on--My eye for fashion. This season's line has been horrid to my eyes [In my opinion at least]. I await the fresh new winter line's that are expected to be due around Christmas time as usual. Black Friday is in three days and this time I'm going to go. Sale raiding is a MUST.
xoxo
Tara
xoxo
Tara
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