Whoaa Drama

UPDATED!

WHOA.
Do I have a story to tell you! This might seem a bit stupid, but trust me, at the time it was intense!

Mmkayy so we [as in the people I was staying with in San Fran + my family] were going to these people's house who I believe are related to my mom. Anyways, me and Katie [San Fran] saw this one girl with blonde hair who looked about 12 sitting alone next to some of the other guests. So this was me and Katie's convo:

ME: Who's that girl? She looks sad. Lets talk to her!
KATIE: No!
ME: Why?
KATIE: I know who. She's kind of a bitch...or goofy. I forget which one.
ME: Well...maybe she changed. I've never met her before.
KATIE: No trust me she's not nice.
ME: Okay...

So then later me and Katie are bored of listening to the other older ladies talk so we go to the dining room and sit next to our little brothers. Of course, my brother was on the DS doing his picto chat thing. For those of you who don't know, picto chat is where you can chat with other people but my brother just uses it to draw. So he was just minding his own buisness drawing when all of a sudden, two names pop up on his picto chat. They say Natalie and Tammy. Heres what was wrote:

PICTO CHAT
NATALIE: Fugly
TAMMY: Poopy
TAMMY: Don't ignore us.
NATALIE: Stupid fugly boy.

I read the posts and gasp.

ME: Why are these people writing this? Do you know anybody named Natalie or Tammy?
BROTHER: No...and even if I did they'd be to far to picto chat with me...

We look around to see anybody that has a DS. Nobody. Katie's little brother doesn't have DS either and even if he did, we'd see him considering the fact that he was sitting right next to us, watching the two mysterious names writing to us. Of course, I didn't want those girls (whoever they were) to talk to my brother like that. So I took the DS and started writing (oh and the name still said my brother's name so they thought he was the one writing the following):

PICTO CHAT
ME: Who the fudge is this??
TAMMY: F YOU
ME: WTF? Do I know you?
NATALIE: Fugly mushroom head.

suddenly, a new name appears. It says Danny.

PICTO CHAT
DANNY: You guys are stupid.
ME: Who?
DANNY: All of you.

Thats when I realized that this person new there were three other people around me. It had to be someone at the party.

PICTO CHAT
ME: F*ck you biznatch!
TAMMY: Stupid fugly mushroom head
NATALIE: Lick lemons fugly
DANNY: (posts a monster's face) This is you

Suddenly, the calls from the parents errupt the intense silence that was huddled around the small silver DS. Me, Katie, my brother, and her brother all stand up and watch as each of the names on the screen dissapeared.

NATALIE LOGGED OUT.
TAMMY LOGGED OUT.
DANNY LOGGED OUT.

BINGO!
It was definately someone here. So we all start eating and wait for something to happen. Suddenly three people walk down the stairs and grab a plate. I stared at them with a nasty glare. There were two girls, one of them was the sad looking one from before, and another one with highlighted brown hair. The other one was a boy with honey blonde hair and a sweater. They all looked about 12. The girl with brown hair looks at us and giggles. I manage to hear the small whisper comming from the blonde girl saying "They're right there." I looked directly at the blonde girl's eyes and throw her my nastiest glare I could possibly have. She flips her hair and retriets to the dining room to begin eating. The other two follow her.

ME: Oh my god thats them!
KATIE: I know! I can't believe it!
KATIE'S BRO: I can't believe they were sending that stuff and they don't even know us!
KATIE: I know! What did we do to them?
ME: I don't know but this is going to be fun.

I said with a grin before we all dug into our food. After we were all done, we sat patiently talking amungst ourselves until the three brats finished there dinner. After they finished, we glanced at them while they cautiously walked up the stairs and into a room. A few minutes after we heard a door slam, we quickly scanned the DS. Just as we expected, three names logged on.

TAMMY: Ew fugly
NATALIE: Poopy blah blah
DANNY: stupid

Before I could write anything, my brother took the DS and started writing "Your mom" and "Hairy" after everything they said. Of course, they got annoyed and started staying stuff like "No your mom." "Your a hairy mushroom." and other stupid stuff. Then Katie took the DS and what she wrote was hilarious. Of course, they never suspected they we were switching the people who were writing to them due to the fact that they couldn't see us. Remember, it doesn't really say Katie's name, it says my brothers name but I'm putting Katie so its not confusing.

KATIE: Heyyy
NATALIE: Hi hairy
TAMMY: Hahahahaha
KATIE: You guys are sexyyy
KATIE: sexy beasts
KATIE: I want you
TAMMY: ew
DANNY: Gay
KATIE: Cuties. You know you want me.
KATIE: I put the sex in sexyy babe
KATIE: Im a freakin sexy beast
NATALIE: no your just a beast
DANNY: ya hairy
KATIE: I love you
KATIE: marry me sexy
KATIE: Blow jobbb

Of course our brothers didn't know what that was but we still started cracking up. We couldn't help it! Suddenly a new message popped up.

TAMMY: Stop
DANNY: Look up (picture of an arrow pointing up)

We all look at the cieling and find nothing. Then our eyes trace to the stairways. All we saw were three figures dashing towards the upstairs door and slamming it.

Oops, busted.

I'll continue on the next post cuz this post is getting to long. Stay tuneddd.

Merry Christmas

Well first I'd like to say Merry Christmas everyone =]
Then I'd like to be extremely sorry for having a boring blog.

Truely, I'm sorry.

San Fran has been great so far, except for the people we're staying with are kind of...annoying. They think funny stuff is the stupidest shit they've ever heard. Yet they think saying "OMG" is funny. WTF? How is OMG funny? I just don't understand that...but my parents said I have to learn how to deal with it.

HA now thats funny.

Of course everytime they said "Umm...only losers say that/ do that blah blah blah..." I told them "No offence, but I don't give a shit." excuse my language.

Oh and another thing thats kind of embarressing to admit, I had a dream that I met a really cute guy while I was walking on the Golden Gate bridge. Unfortunately, I woke up and realized it was a dream. Maybe that will really happen in Lake Tahoe.
Hmm...well I have "Who Knew" by Pink stuck in my head...thats pretty much it.
Once again, Merry Christmas everyone =]

TGIF [Secret Santa's Part 2]

AHHH Today was so effin funnn!
My secret santaaa was my friend Heather and she got me a giftcard to Tilly's and a whole bunch of candy. So as you can guess, there was some major hyperness going on today. I also got early birthday presents because my birthday's tommorrow. I got a cute little poodle from "Tess" and named it Strawberry Muffins! I also got a shirt from hollister from my bestest friend "Liana" and necklaces from my friend Jordan.
But it was freezing today. I hate wind. Wind should go jump off a cliff and dieee then land in traffic and get run over then die again.

Wow. I'm harsh.

Well anyway after school I went to the movies with Amy and watched Enchanted. Ugh stupid love movie. It was cute, but it was really fake and "true-love"ish. That makes me depressed for some reason. These two guys walked up to us and started fanning their hands and said "We'll see you around ladies" in a flirting way. Sweet? NO. They were not only ugly, but also probably 6 years older then us. EW. And after that we went outside and this other big group of guys looked at us and said "Freshman! FRESHMAN!" and me and Amy looked at each wierd then started laughing. After they went a little farther I said "Um...we're eighth graders but okayy..." Is that a compliment to think we look older...? Or perhaps it just means something else...I don't but either way it was funny.

I'm going to San Francisco for a whole week so no blogging for me (exept if I find a computer) =[

On the bright side, Christmas is in a few days, my birthdays tomorrow, and I love my friends to death. Life is good. Exept that I still didn't get new shoes. Damn.

Secret Santa

Yesturday at school all my friends decided that we're going to have secret santas this year! So now I have to get my friend Natalie [different Natalie LOL] something. She likes hollister a lot. I'll probably get her a giftcard. Only one guy is doing the secret santa with us cause the other guys complained that they "don't know what to get us and don't wanna go to Victoria Secret" psh what tards. Oh well easier on us because I wouldn't have known what to get them anyway. So of course out of ALL the girls who are doing the secret santa, Amy was the one who got that one boy. I mean he's not cute but he's DEFINATELY not ugly. I don't know if thats luck but I think it means something.

Nothing else much. I was supposed to go shopping at Fashion Island today [its not really an island though] but that got canceled. I might go to Universal Studios tommorrow. Rawr.

More Muffins

Mmkay I just had to put that as the title 'cause of my new muffin obsession. So anyways today was SO EFFIN FRUSTRATING. Ok well Amy was bragging about her 100% in Language Arts while I had to admit to my C. Can you believe it? I've only been back at CMS for 3 weeks and I already have a C! And she kept bragging about how many famous people she's met and actually had the nerve to say "Hey, I guess I'm pretty lucky." OMEFFINGOSH! SHE HAS GOT TO BE KIDDING ME! Grrr it gets me so pissed. kjxdkjdfdsfkj. Sorry I like keyboard smashing. Oh and just an answer to Natalie's comment, I'm almost positive that if she tried to help me, He'd end up falling for her. I mean, anybody who's ever seen her has to admit she is anything BUT ugly. She's actually pretty gorgeous. And with her luck, even if she was UGLY he'd probably fall for her. I'm not trying to be mean because I always appreciate your advice =]

I need to stop being so hyper at school. I'm starting to get on my own nerves =/

Wednesdays Are Love

You might be thinking "Ew wednesdays are the worst." but at my school, its a half day so its the best. I was super hyper today and I was a bananna! That basically means I was wearing all yellow (not my jeans though of course. That would be a color overkill.) Including a cute yellow bow! I also walked pass Edward today on the way to second period and he looked at me! Yes thats it. Just looked at me. Damnit. By the way I love muffins, doughnuts, and pudding. Inside joke =]

In my recent blog surfing I visited my favorite one [Natalie's] and read a section that brought up an important point that is actually universal. People start doing dirty stuff so early these days. It makes me feel quiet sick actually. My friend "Jennifer" actually told my best friend "Jewls" that she wanted to umm...do it...before she was 15 or 16. Can you believe it?! Am I the only one that thinks thats to young? Especially the fact that she was extremely close to doing it last time she saw this one guy that she really likes. I honestly just can't imagine what goes on in people's minds these days.

So anways on a happier note, my birthday is in 2 weeks! I'm finally turning 14. Only two more years before I start driving a car. I'm actually pretty interested with getting a job at one of my favorite clothe stores to earn some extra money. I don't get an allowence, so I basically only get money on holidays and birthdays. I know that sucks. It seems so fun to get to meet new people and work with them though. Especially in a clothes store where I can get a tiny discount. Yay for discounts!

Insert Good Title Here

Ok so heres my current "Ambition List"
[I love that word. It sounds so smart]

1. I can't think of any good song titles anymore. It sucks.
2. I love being back at CMS. Life couldn't be better there (or could it...?)*cough*Edward*cough*
3. I still need new shoes. Had to add that one.

Ok so aside from that theres something that I hate to admit. I become jealous very easily. Especially from my best friend whom we are going to call Amy. Sometimes I swear I feel like she's the luckiest person I have ever met. She always gets everything--classes with hot guys, people are never rude to her, good grades, AND as if that wasn't enough, she's also in the modeling/acting agency I want to be in. Yup. John Robert Powers. Don't get me wrong, I love her to death and I appreciate everything I have but sometimes a feel a bit...unlucky. I'm not talking major bad luck, just not as lucky as Amy. And sometimes that actually does make my luck seem bad. I know this all seems like something from those cheesy "popular girls/clique" type movies but its trust me its true. If she entered one of those meet a celebrity contests, she's probably win. Grr.

So anyways theres nothing else thats really new. No progress with Edward. But he's still as cute as ever. Other then that nothing. I'm still hoping for that Reality Show to happen in my life.

How pathetic.

Misery Buisness

I'm actually in the opposite of a Misery Buisness [I love that song by the way] I'm in the love buisness. So basically this is what I'm talking about: My friend [We'll call her Carrie] and this guy Angel have been admiring each other from affar. Or so it seems. They've went out before but it ended in a way that i'm still not sure of. He has become a good friend of mine but for some reason he's scared to ask her out.

IT BUGS THE SHIT OUT OF ME.

I know that she wants to go out with him no matter how much she says "I don't know..." and he wants to go out with her too. So techniqually they need to get over whatever is going on in their minds and he needs to ASK HER already.
Even though this isn't really any of my buisness I AM the one going back and forth between them so it gives me the right to talk about this.

Oh ya and news about Edward.
So he's still as cute as ever AND he keeps looking at me.
Thats a good thing. =]
All I need is one chance, one excuse to sit next to him.
A good conversation will determine everything.
I'm not really into that whole "OMG he's so cute and I'm in love with him!! Even though I've NEVERR talked to him! TOTALLY!" kind of thing.
Good thing talking is one of my best subjects. =]

Let it rain

Yesturday was the best.
So basically, I love rain.

A lot.

Even though it did nothing of great favor to my straightened hair, the day was nothing but picture perfect moments. My friends and I laughed, splashed, and hugged to keep warm. The tower of smiles seemed like the perfect ending to my first week back at CMS. Just when I thought nothing could get any better, one of my best friends whom here we are going to call...Tess. I might reveal her real name later but for now she's Tess. Anyway where was I? Oh yes! So then she asked me how my love life was. And I told her the truth of course. It sucked. So then she asked me if there was anyone who caught my eye at CMS this year. At first, my head quickly pictured the boy whom I had questioned my feelings about. But then I remembered someone else. We are going to call him Edward [crappy name I know] based on my favorite character from the book Twilight. Edward is in my PE period and my 6th period. I find myself looking at him a lot and I just realized yesturday how much I actually look at him.

Long story short, I can't take my eyes off him.

I told Tess of course but it amazed me how confused I was without even knowing it.
My next step is to get lucky and move to a seat next to him. I'm pretty good at talking to boys. Thats usually not hard unless they're shy. I absolutely adore funny boys that have a secret sensitive side. Lets hope Edward is like that. I can't wait until Monday.

Hate How I Love You [I think]

I don't like long posts so this one is tied back to the other post. Yes I am aware I typed them in the same day.
So theres this guy that I used to like last year and then I stopped liking him 'cause he seemed to like a jerk. When I saw him we just exchanged quick glances. Thats all it took. I don't know why but theres something about him...as much as he seems to be hated because of his jerk-ish personality I just can't help but secretly wonder if I still have feelings for him. Because my heart still stops when I see him smile.

How weird. =/

Good Life

Before I begin I would just quickly like to add that I love that song. =]
Okay now time for the blogging. So life in CMS is amazing, as I expected it to be.
I have many of my friends in my classes and I still recieve heartfelt hugs from people who have missed me. Unfortunately unlike Kanye West's song life isn't always good. Apparently one of my best friends isn't getting along to well with my other friends. I personally think she is a wonderful person and I can't really find a reason for her to not be liked =/ Since I am a friendly person I always try my hardest to get along with everyone. So hopefully this situation will be resolved without any fights breaking out. Speaking of getting along I've been getting dirty looks (or at least they seem like that) from random girls that I didn't even know last year.

Strange.

Another thing. Although off topic, I must admit today was super fun. I kept meeting new people. In addition to that we had an earthquake drill today! Me and my friends kept messing around the entire time. It was hilarious. Good times, good times...
I've been talking to this guy a lot lately. I don't know if I like him. I mean, he's sweet and easy to talk to but I don't know...as complex as TV shows and such try to make girls seem, its actually boys who are tough to figure out. Girls aren't mean to guys they like. They don't get flirty then completely ignore them. Although none of this has happened to me, it is something boys tend to do. When I like someone its pretty obvious. I smile and look at them a lot, and I laugh all the time. Pretty simple. Oh I was offered another modeling/acting job at some other agency. I'm not sure if I'll take it. I'm still trying to figure out my buisness with the other agency. And I need new shoes. Damn.

Guess who's back, back again

OMYFLIPPINGAWD.
Wow. Today was, well, intense. I just found out in the middle of the day that today was my last day at DC [my new middle school] and that tommorrow I am going back to CMS [my old middle school]. Well my feelings on this are actually a bit foggy. I'm excited because I get to go back and spend graduation with all my friends that I've known since 5th grade. On the down side I'm leaving all the new friends I've made [they even made me a card as soon as I told them! It was so sweet!] and I am almost positive that I will never see them again =[. The teacher allowed me to have a moment with the class [which I must admit was actually rather touching] and many meaningful hugs and phone numbers were exchanged. But I must keep my chin up and put use to the saying "One is silver and the other is gold" although I have overlooked this saying many times. I'm now looking forward to the heartfelt moments that lie ahead in my last year of middle school with my "gold" friends. Graduation is going to be a moment to remember. =]

Today will definately be a sleepless night.

Turkey Dayyy =]]

HAPPY TURKEY DAY!

Yes! Thanksgiving has finally arrived [yes I'm aware that this is a late post] Its amazing how fast time goes. I feel like I barely turned 13 yesturday but yet my birthday is exactly ONE MONTH from Thanksgiving. I feel like time is going to fast though. Being young leaves many chances for oppurtunities [excuse my spelling] that may not be given when I'm older. Wow. I sound like an old lady now xD. Anyway but that I mean that I want to become an actress while I'm still young, not when I'm 25 and have a family. There is an agency called John Robert Powers [anybody familiar with it?] and it does help with modeling, acting, and singing. My friend loves it and I'm hopefully going to audition next week. I heard its really easy to get into but it does cost a lot of money. I'm hoping my parents will be able to support my aspiration and look over the money situation. I'm not poor, but that doesn't mean I'm spoiled. In addition to THAT they also have auditions to iPop which is good considering many famous actors & actresses were famous through that. Wish me luck =]

xoxo
Tara

If We Were a Movie

Today was fun. I went over to my friends house again and we had a very meaningful conversation about romance dramas. That conversation actually gave me something to think about something all day. Honestly, its better to have some kind of romance drama then having NONE WHATSOEVER. Its nice to have something to look forward to when you wake up. Something you can smile randomly about. Someone that makes your heart jump every time you manage to sneak a glance at. Next time someone complains about their love life, I'm probably going to have to nail them in the head. I'm still waiting for my reality show worthy life to come. I know its going to happen some day soon. I can feel it.

Wake me up when November ends

Hmm...thanksgiving break. Excited for the lack of homework that needs to be finished. I've been keeping in touch with my social life, which is a good thing. I saw my friends all three days of the beginning of TGB. The week is crawling by oh so slowly which is GOOD. The weather has been beautiful lately. I went to the park yesturday and there were many "picture perfect" moments. Unfortunately I didn't have my camera. What a waste of perfectly good and new photographs of autumn's joy. I've also been working on my directing skills with movies and I've been getting better, I must admit that. One last thing I must consider working on--My eye for fashion. This season's line has been horrid to my eyes [In my opinion at least]. I await the fresh new winter line's that are expected to be due around Christmas time as usual. Black Friday is in three days and this time I'm going to go. Sale raiding is a MUST.

xoxo
Tara