TGIF [Secret Santa's Part 2]

AHHH Today was so effin funnn!
My secret santaaa was my friend Heather and she got me a giftcard to Tilly's and a whole bunch of candy. So as you can guess, there was some major hyperness going on today. I also got early birthday presents because my birthday's tommorrow. I got a cute little poodle from "Tess" and named it Strawberry Muffins! I also got a shirt from hollister from my bestest friend "Liana" and necklaces from my friend Jordan.
But it was freezing today. I hate wind. Wind should go jump off a cliff and dieee then land in traffic and get run over then die again.

Wow. I'm harsh.

Well anyway after school I went to the movies with Amy and watched Enchanted. Ugh stupid love movie. It was cute, but it was really fake and "true-love"ish. That makes me depressed for some reason. These two guys walked up to us and started fanning their hands and said "We'll see you around ladies" in a flirting way. Sweet? NO. They were not only ugly, but also probably 6 years older then us. EW. And after that we went outside and this other big group of guys looked at us and said "Freshman! FRESHMAN!" and me and Amy looked at each wierd then started laughing. After they went a little farther I said "Um...we're eighth graders but okayy..." Is that a compliment to think we look older...? Or perhaps it just means something else...I don't but either way it was funny.

I'm going to San Francisco for a whole week so no blogging for me (exept if I find a computer) =[

On the bright side, Christmas is in a few days, my birthdays tomorrow, and I love my friends to death. Life is good. Exept that I still didn't get new shoes. Damn.

Secret Santa

Yesturday at school all my friends decided that we're going to have secret santas this year! So now I have to get my friend Natalie [different Natalie LOL] something. She likes hollister a lot. I'll probably get her a giftcard. Only one guy is doing the secret santa with us cause the other guys complained that they "don't know what to get us and don't wanna go to Victoria Secret" psh what tards. Oh well easier on us because I wouldn't have known what to get them anyway. So of course out of ALL the girls who are doing the secret santa, Amy was the one who got that one boy. I mean he's not cute but he's DEFINATELY not ugly. I don't know if thats luck but I think it means something.

Nothing else much. I was supposed to go shopping at Fashion Island today [its not really an island though] but that got canceled. I might go to Universal Studios tommorrow. Rawr.

More Muffins

Mmkay I just had to put that as the title 'cause of my new muffin obsession. So anyways today was SO EFFIN FRUSTRATING. Ok well Amy was bragging about her 100% in Language Arts while I had to admit to my C. Can you believe it? I've only been back at CMS for 3 weeks and I already have a C! And she kept bragging about how many famous people she's met and actually had the nerve to say "Hey, I guess I'm pretty lucky." OMEFFINGOSH! SHE HAS GOT TO BE KIDDING ME! Grrr it gets me so pissed. kjxdkjdfdsfkj. Sorry I like keyboard smashing. Oh and just an answer to Natalie's comment, I'm almost positive that if she tried to help me, He'd end up falling for her. I mean, anybody who's ever seen her has to admit she is anything BUT ugly. She's actually pretty gorgeous. And with her luck, even if she was UGLY he'd probably fall for her. I'm not trying to be mean because I always appreciate your advice =]

I need to stop being so hyper at school. I'm starting to get on my own nerves =/

Wednesdays Are Love

You might be thinking "Ew wednesdays are the worst." but at my school, its a half day so its the best. I was super hyper today and I was a bananna! That basically means I was wearing all yellow (not my jeans though of course. That would be a color overkill.) Including a cute yellow bow! I also walked pass Edward today on the way to second period and he looked at me! Yes thats it. Just looked at me. Damnit. By the way I love muffins, doughnuts, and pudding. Inside joke =]

In my recent blog surfing I visited my favorite one [Natalie's] and read a section that brought up an important point that is actually universal. People start doing dirty stuff so early these days. It makes me feel quiet sick actually. My friend "Jennifer" actually told my best friend "Jewls" that she wanted to umm...do it...before she was 15 or 16. Can you believe it?! Am I the only one that thinks thats to young? Especially the fact that she was extremely close to doing it last time she saw this one guy that she really likes. I honestly just can't imagine what goes on in people's minds these days.

So anways on a happier note, my birthday is in 2 weeks! I'm finally turning 14. Only two more years before I start driving a car. I'm actually pretty interested with getting a job at one of my favorite clothe stores to earn some extra money. I don't get an allowence, so I basically only get money on holidays and birthdays. I know that sucks. It seems so fun to get to meet new people and work with them though. Especially in a clothes store where I can get a tiny discount. Yay for discounts!

Insert Good Title Here

Ok so heres my current "Ambition List"
[I love that word. It sounds so smart]

1. I can't think of any good song titles anymore. It sucks.
2. I love being back at CMS. Life couldn't be better there (or could it...?)*cough*Edward*cough*
3. I still need new shoes. Had to add that one.

Ok so aside from that theres something that I hate to admit. I become jealous very easily. Especially from my best friend whom we are going to call Amy. Sometimes I swear I feel like she's the luckiest person I have ever met. She always gets everything--classes with hot guys, people are never rude to her, good grades, AND as if that wasn't enough, she's also in the modeling/acting agency I want to be in. Yup. John Robert Powers. Don't get me wrong, I love her to death and I appreciate everything I have but sometimes a feel a bit...unlucky. I'm not talking major bad luck, just not as lucky as Amy. And sometimes that actually does make my luck seem bad. I know this all seems like something from those cheesy "popular girls/clique" type movies but its trust me its true. If she entered one of those meet a celebrity contests, she's probably win. Grr.

So anyways theres nothing else thats really new. No progress with Edward. But he's still as cute as ever. Other then that nothing. I'm still hoping for that Reality Show to happen in my life.

How pathetic.

Misery Buisness

I'm actually in the opposite of a Misery Buisness [I love that song by the way] I'm in the love buisness. So basically this is what I'm talking about: My friend [We'll call her Carrie] and this guy Angel have been admiring each other from affar. Or so it seems. They've went out before but it ended in a way that i'm still not sure of. He has become a good friend of mine but for some reason he's scared to ask her out.

IT BUGS THE SHIT OUT OF ME.

I know that she wants to go out with him no matter how much she says "I don't know..." and he wants to go out with her too. So techniqually they need to get over whatever is going on in their minds and he needs to ASK HER already.
Even though this isn't really any of my buisness I AM the one going back and forth between them so it gives me the right to talk about this.

Oh ya and news about Edward.
So he's still as cute as ever AND he keeps looking at me.
Thats a good thing. =]
All I need is one chance, one excuse to sit next to him.
A good conversation will determine everything.
I'm not really into that whole "OMG he's so cute and I'm in love with him!! Even though I've NEVERR talked to him! TOTALLY!" kind of thing.
Good thing talking is one of my best subjects. =]

Let it rain

Yesturday was the best.
So basically, I love rain.

A lot.

Even though it did nothing of great favor to my straightened hair, the day was nothing but picture perfect moments. My friends and I laughed, splashed, and hugged to keep warm. The tower of smiles seemed like the perfect ending to my first week back at CMS. Just when I thought nothing could get any better, one of my best friends whom here we are going to call...Tess. I might reveal her real name later but for now she's Tess. Anyway where was I? Oh yes! So then she asked me how my love life was. And I told her the truth of course. It sucked. So then she asked me if there was anyone who caught my eye at CMS this year. At first, my head quickly pictured the boy whom I had questioned my feelings about. But then I remembered someone else. We are going to call him Edward [crappy name I know] based on my favorite character from the book Twilight. Edward is in my PE period and my 6th period. I find myself looking at him a lot and I just realized yesturday how much I actually look at him.

Long story short, I can't take my eyes off him.

I told Tess of course but it amazed me how confused I was without even knowing it.
My next step is to get lucky and move to a seat next to him. I'm pretty good at talking to boys. Thats usually not hard unless they're shy. I absolutely adore funny boys that have a secret sensitive side. Lets hope Edward is like that. I can't wait until Monday.